xestrellitax

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not able by xestrellitax, literature

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not able

I told myself I wouldn’t cry but I’m finding it hard to fight the tears. I’ve never truly been able to sob, my eyes just go blurry and drops of water threaten to slip away. Maybe I’m too dehydrated to pump out some real emotion. That could be the focus of my pains. I don’t know what to do. I should’ve listened, it’s always been an evident truth that dating a friend will end badly. I had tried to hug him, like I’d done every day for an almost year before I went to my class. He’d backed away. Again. Away. “Listen.” he had said. I swallowed, confused, looking into his brown eyes under ne

toy by xestrellitax, literature

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toy

she is lying lying with her eyes open and lips slightly parted like she has something to say but she doesn't speak just lies limply among the other toys- forgotten for the night and thrown haphazardly into a bin in order to apeal to mother the light goes out she sighs out of her parted lips and tries to sleep but it's hard hard when your eyes are painted open and staring into the darkness hard when you know the morning will come and you can hear the things going bump in the night a child wimpers from the bed she wishes she could make a sound but she only lies among the other toys eyes wide open "Oh dolly' cooes the daughter of

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heal by xestrellitax, literature

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heal

yesterday I woke up early and stayed in late all because I decided against running my legs had started to hurt again- not the sore from execise good feeling but in the way that something's wrong because tendenitus doesn't go away until you actually stop using what's injured and the doctor told me that running may not be my thing and I swore in my head then smiled and told her that I love to run and she just said that I should try swimming I can't really swim and now I can't run either now what? Turned on my computer- and searched for colleges yesterday after I entered all my information and submitted my inquiry I sat in di

don't you know? by xestrellitax, literature

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don't you know?

I messed up, again Making some food for my friends and Iwanted to ask my mother if she thought they were done yet with the tooth pick test and let it slip that I had made a double batch in one pan so I messed up and she did that thing that all mothers do- the thing where they sigh and ask why then get all flustered over the mistake their child didn't realize or was just trying to forget so I told her it was because I'm stupid because I couldn't tell her the real reason and my parents looked at me in bewilderment then"don't you know we're in a recession?" they said almost at the same time those dreadful words that everyone is tossing at

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United States
Deviant for 17 years
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My sisters are awesome artists and are betweenthepages and wolfrose

Current Residence: illegal airspace
deviantWEAR sizing preference: medium
Print preference: small to medium- i don't need huge pics, i'd have nowhere for them
Favourite genre of music: I listen to most things, 'cept rap
Personal Quote: Boredom leads to inspiration!

Favourite Visual Artist

pop artist- andy warhol, mc ESCHER, jerry uelsman

Favourite Movies

august rush, into the wild, the butterfly effect, lor, TITANIC!

Favourite Games

mahjongg, spit, othello, pinocle

Favourite Gaming Platform

a table, for clue and such

Tools of the Trade

Led pencil, Scanner that I can't use, Kodak C663, wolfrose

Other Interests

about a bazillion things

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xestrellitax

May 18, 2010

not gone

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so I've been pretty inactive_ sorry about that..... my computer died and the family one is a nono to go on da because it gave it virusses so i didn't leave but I probably won"t be on in a while have a nice summer everyone_ because I have no idea when I'll get back on

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xestrellitax

Dec 2, 2009

advents!

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it's  december i'm excited, the tree is up and it feels like christmas in other news I WIN!!!!! ok- i was going to put a huge banner there that said that i succeeded on NANOWRIMO- but it didn't work out... I STILL WIN THOUGH! :lol:

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xestrellitax

Nov 27, 2009

Thanksgiving

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gobble gobble :giggle: :thumb43610864: :thumb66809921:  :thumb70419115: :thumb70283305: :thumb143479723: :thumb70053569: :thumb144003491: :thumb144640102: :thumb144679555: :thumb25620963: :thumb41497500: :thumb104779258: :thumb12583040: :thumb12309028: :thumb102552059: :thumb104792908: :thumb142341081: :thumb70189142: :thumb144752543: :thumb104715192: :thumb43472910: :thumb70468762: :thumb104788086: :thumb104801603: :thumb104698012: :thumb144477890: :thumb70400800: :thumb102833566: :thumb102704795: :thumb70405793: :thumb104767412: :thumb68708099: :thumb144800908: :thumb142823190: :thumb70402639: :thumb66161267: :thumb103103161: :thumb1447801

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animecheetah

Sep 26, 2011

thanks for the collection!
I hope you are doing well and wish you all the best!
*internet hug

Aushou

Feb 23, 2010

Why has communication ceased again?

xestrellitax

May 18, 2010

uh.. hey three months... wooo. my computer died- as in permanently- no resurrection. EVER. I'm not allowed to go on da from the family computer because it causes disease. to the computer I mean. anyway_ wanna talk? use fb. please and thankyou